community service at the retirement home is depressing. the dim lighting and the ever tired residents in their beds, looking anything but content and comfortable. endless halls, i stare at the floor.

i will never forget looking into the rooms, and noticing a fragile and extremely thin old woman curled up into a ball, naked. she looked so sick and hopeless.

but it’s a beautiful day outside! i wish i could enjoy the nice weather. instead, i’m hopefully brightening up the old folks’ day at the home.

i feel… strange.